Where are the songs Pádraig missed in the last year? Let me know. Put the titles in the comments… 🙂

Anyhow.

It always had to be Plan B.

Even when I didn’t know. When no-one knew. Then.

Because Plan A, that’s the one where we were going to continue doing what we had been doing. What I did when my father died – I was in Cincinnati, he had told me to go, not to worry, on the way back I was sitting on the plane to Dublin when they opened up the doors again and put me on a different plane, to Frankfurt, far enough to take too long. What I did when my sister died – this time I stayed with her until the Sunday before the Monday she died, nothing was going to be the same, life was going to be different, everything was going to change, and then I slowly slipped back as if nothing had happened.

Pádraig was ok today but I want to do more with him because he can. Fun stuff. To put a smile onto our faces. Not the struggle-kind-of-stuff. The ‘I think he’s tiered’ kinda stuff. Not the choking kinda stuff. The routine stuff. Oh, how tired I am of routine! And how much I yearn for it.

Nothing will ever be the same. Never was going to be. In any case.

Did you know that Joni Mitchell wrote ‘Both Sides Now’ when she was just 21?

And I get the urge for going
When the meadow grass is turning brown
And summertime is falling down.

Today’s German Music Tip
Udo Lindenberg, Ich bin der König von Scheißegalien (2004, 1998). You can find the lyrics here, if you can find the song online, let me know – it must be Udo’s only song that is not available on the web…
What’s hot
Plan B
What’s cold
Plan A
The German word/phrase/verse of the day
Insektenhotel

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