photoJust when you think: ‘no need for an ICU anymore, isnt’t that great?’, life turns around with a big grin and gives you a taste of its cruel side, as if that was necessary.

It had to happen and today was the day.

Pat went in early this morning to assist Pádraig’s physiotherapy session. She arrived just before the physios and noticed that he was moving his left arm and leg. It stopped after a few seconds. When the nurse came in, it happened again. When the physios arrived, they called the doctor.

What followed then was a bit of controlled panic.

He was apparently having a series of (or one long) seizures, not dramatic ones (to Pat they looked more like spasms) but still worrying enough for the whole ward to really kick into action. Loads of checks and samples. Eventually down to another building to get a CT and an EEG.

None of these, nor the half a dozen of other tests they conducted, showed up any ‘bad’ results. Notwithstanding, instead of his ‘normal’ room, he ended up in the hospital’s main ICU in Haus 7 this afternoon where he got a cocktail of three different drugs at a dose that would have put the doctor and myself, both of us, to sleep until the weekend (the doctor’s words, not mine).

Pádraig, however, when we were finally allowed in to see him, looked asleep but was able to answer ‘yes’ and ‘no’ with his right and left feet. When we told the doctor, he said ‘fair play to him, amazing’ and then started to wonder about the dose he had administered… When a nurse was preparing him for the night, we were sent out for half an hour. When we came back and Pádraig heard Pat’s voice, he moved his head around towards her.

We should know by now that there is nothing that Pádraig is not picking up on his way to recovery. We had been told that one side effect of the make-me-more-alert drug could be seizures, but they had only started to give this to him last Tuesday and only a small dose to start with. A small dose that was to be increased over the coming weeks. They’re going to re-evaluate this next week.

Over the past months, we had been told that most patients with injuries like Pádraig have seizures and that the fact that he hadn’t had one was surprising, but really good. While the fact that he had an episode today is worrying, at least we know that it was not caused by anything really serious, thanks to the quick and decisive action by his doctors. It looks like a side-effect of one of the drugs he’s been taking, so this has been stopped.

It was a tough auld day for Pádraig. He didn’t really need this. I’ve stopped wondering how much more is going to happen to him and setting him back while he is recovering from this accident and his injuries. But sometimes I think: he’s had enough, really. It’s bad enough as it is. No need for more stuff to happen. We know by now, and don’t need to be told or shown anymore, that life can be cruel.

Repeat after me: no more ICU, no more ICU, no more ICU.

We’ll see what tomorrow will bring.