A shadow of myself.

A shadow of myself.

Taa taa ta taaaa tata, tata ta taa ta ta… I couldn’t get rid of this melody. It got stuck in my head and it was replaying, and replaying, and replaying. No way it would ever leave me alone. I turned on the radio, listened to a different kind of music. I tried chewing gum, the movement of my mouth and my teeth molding the gum would clear my head. I opened the window and stuck my head out at 120km/h. But once I settled back into my seat, looking out onto the A23, there it was again, very soft at first and then with all its whistles and bells: Taa taa ta taaaa tata, tata ta taa ta ta…

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Where will it all end?

Yesterday, Pat and I went to the beach in St. Peter-Ording, just a few kilometers (or miles:) from here. And there, the Germans showed their real face: Although security had safely cordoned of the foot-bridge leading out towards the beach and the sea, they were climbing across the barrier, tearing it down in the process. Lenin once said about the Germans that if they were to start a revolution on a platform in a train station, they would buy platform-tickets (Bahnsteigkarten) to get there. Well, Lenin – guess what: Germany and the Germans have changed. Next thing will be that they’re going to ignore the little red man in the traffic lights. The end of the world as we know it. Anarchy!

A new nurse today. Turns out she has been in the hospital for less time than us. In a way, it’s re-assuring that not all is perfect in perfect-land. While she is not (yet) anywhere close to Pádraig’s favourite nurse, she is good, caring, and concerned. When she had turned Pádraig, she explained to me that she is putting pressure under his feet so that he doesn’t loose the feeling – think about it: after a long period not putting pressure on your feet, they might completely ‘forget’ what it feels like standing up with pressure on your feet. She also called in the Stationsarzt (like the ‘sister’ on a ward, only that here it’s a doctor) to explain to me that a slight movement around his temple where the bone plate was put in again is nothing to worry about; and that they had switched of the ‘under-pressure’ on the drainage in his lungs: all seemed to be good. Tomorrow, they will take another X-ray just to be sure to be sure, and then they will remove the tube. That will, hopefully, be the end of this little blip on Pádraig’s road to recovery.

photo 2There it is again: Taa taa ta taaaa tata, tata ta taa ta ta… Now I remember the song:
“Those were the days my friend, we thought they’d never end. We’d sing and dance forever and a day. We’d live the life we choose, we’d fight and never lose, for we were young and sure to have our way…” And then the last verse: “Through the door there came familiar laughter. I saw your face and heard you call my name. Oh my friend we’re older but no wiser, for in our hearts the dreams are still the same.” –

Today’s German Music Tip
Klaus Lage, 1000 und 1 Nacht (Zoom!) (1984) – There is also a really good live version of the song on youtube that has unfortunately been cut off at the end.
What’s hot
Getting up after a fall, falling again and getting up again, …
What’s cold
Bahnsteigkarten
The German word/phrase/verse of the day
…und es hat ZOOM gemacht!

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