hotncoldI know that some of Pádraig’s friends were freezing cold in there; for me, walking into the hospital from the subtropical heat of Hyannis in July felt like a big  relief. The building was completely sealed and kept at a constant freezing temperature, compared to the hot humid air outside. Going in and out put you under serious risk of catching pneumonia – or a nasty cold at least. We were thinking of this today, nine months later, in the winter, in Hamburg, when we walked out of the cosy, warm UKE building into the freezing winter of northern Germany. The contrast couldn’t have been bigger, like hot ‘n cold.

In Hyannis, doctors and a social worker talked to us on several occasions about organ donation. Here, we are being told that it is impossible to make a prognosis, that we need auroraa lot of patience, and that in the case of someone as young as Pádraig it will take at least a year before anything even close to a prognosis could be made.This is six months up from what we were told in Dublin. It seems that in the case of ABI at least, the Germans are trying harder. The contrast couldn’t be bigger, like hot ‘n cold.

They removed the last of the two drainages he had today and checked that his lung was alright. They will check again tomorrow morning and then start with the arrangements for a transfer back to the Schön-Klinik in Hamburg Eilbek. Pádraig today had a great nurse, as old as us, with 30 years experience and three kids. She was competent, caring, understanding and highly professional. What a difference that made to yesterday. In the morning, I had reminded myself of our priorities: changing the personalities of certain nurses or trying to reason with control freaks did not even figure.

This morning, Padraig received a packet from Colm Ó Snodaigh with his book Istigh sa Cheol, two other books (I won’t mention the titles:), and loads (probably all) of KILA’s  and Colm’s music on CD. (Seosamh added Ronán’s latest solo album to the mix before he left today.) What a nice present. Hamburg will soon become KILA land!

Going back to work will be hard. One colleague sent me a text today saying she hoped I got a bit of time to relax over the past few weeks. It’s like being stuck between hot ‘n cold to freely quote Katy Perry.

Listened to one of the songs from the early eighties again. What an innocent time this was.

Mit dir in der Südsee stehn in den Abendhimmel sehn
oh guter Mond am Firmament spür wie meine Sehnsucht brennt
oh komm Czigan spiel für uns allein
die Melodie brauch ich zum glücklich sein

Ich seh den Sternenhimmel Sternenhimmel Sternenhimmel oh oh
ich seh den Sternenhimmel Sternenhimmel Sternenhimmel oh oh

Today’s German Music Tip
Hubert Kah, Sternenhimmel (1982). ‘Neue Deutsche Welle’. When we were young. Observe the really cool dancing.
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Life – it’s hot ‘n cold
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Life – it’s hot ‘n cold
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Sternenhimmel

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