2 air ambulances, six weeks in Germany, over 10k kilometers on the odometre, 25 weeks and 4 days after the accident, 3-times pneumothorax, half a dozen CTs, dozens of x-rays, one day to Christmas Eve,… 94% oxygen saturation, 134/87 blood pressure, pulse at 102, 30% oxygen, PEEP at 6, 4 days to the six-months mark, just eight days and this year will almost be over…
I have never counted so much in my life: days, weeks, months, the number of good and dreadful news.
This morning, we got a phone call from the hospital, “everything is well, no reason to be upset, this is just a routine call to ask for your consent to a routing procedure”. An Oberärztin I had never met was on the other side of the line and said that they wanted to do a CT of Pádraig’s lungs using a contrast agent to find out more about what was causing his lungs not to heal up, and the leak to stay open. They needed our consent. In the process, they proposed to do another CT of his head; the last had been done on 18 November. The idea, the Oberärztin explained, was to get the best diagnosis possible for the recurring pneumothorax – and getting ready for a possible pleurodesis. She was doing her job on the phone but overshot the mark a little adding some unnecessary drama to the mix when she said that Pádraig’s oxygen saturation had gone down significantly last night – which later in the afternoon when we double-checked turned out to be a false alarm: that had never happened. Even Germans can make mistakes. The only way to receive the fax with the consent form, and to send the signed copies back was to go to a hotel in St Peter-Ording and ask for the use of their fax machine. They could’t have been more helpful.
Following the drama at daybreak, the afternoon brought an important meeting. On the way up the stairs to Pádraig’s ward, we literally almost ran in to the chief consultant, the Chefarzt, who recognized me as Pádraig’s father – and stopped. What followed was a brief but concise and encouraging update by the man in charge. He definitely is trying everything in his power to avoid a pleurodesis. The Universitätsklinik Eppendorf (UKE) in Hamburg are the best in Germany regarding the treatment of trauma patients. They are now assisting medical staff in Pádraig’s case – trying out all sorts of tricks that could help them avoid the pleurodesis. The chief confirm that Pádraig was responding well to the ‘feuchte Nase’ (oxygen support as opposed to respirator), no word of the dramatic fall in oxygen saturation we had heard about before… – I had, really had, and could not resist had, a memory of us stopping a rehab consultant looking after Pádraig in Beaumont, and being chastized and censored for having done so.
Rather than about ethics, I had a long conversation with Pat about the difference between the hospi-tell culture in Germany and that in Ireland. It’s not about the money, it’s not about the facilities – it is about the culture.
Two days to Christmas day. And counting.
Today’s German Music Tip
NN, Erika (1930s) – zwo, drei, vier. Some of you will remember that a DJ on RTÉ for weeks played this song in the morning to wake his listeners up! During our first year in the family Gaeltacht in An Fál Carrach in 1989, I was asked to perform a party piece. When I could not come up with one, the round of people decided to do one for me: Erika. And I was not offended. :)f
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Pleurodesis
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Entwarnung
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Hello, Reinhard,
I think anything that one might say about your fortitude and resilience in the face of extreme and prolonged stress would sound like mere platitudes, and of course you would never have wished to be in a situation where you needed to display these qualities to such an extent.
Everything I have been reading recently about ethics in organisattions – and I know that wasn’t the subject of your conversation – echoes your observations about cullture being key to the way people behave and being far more important than regulatory issues, etc.
As you know, there is really only one wish for you for Christmas … and, as part if this, I very sincerely wish the Chefarzt and the people in the Eppendorf clinic and all concerned the very best in addressing the issue with Pádraig’s lungs.
Now you have another tune going around in my head! I will be preparing my biblography for my Business Ethics essay to the (virtual) strains of ‘Erica’. Thanks! (I think?)
All the very best, Louise.
Hello Louise, not sure why but your comment landed in a spam section where I just found it. I don’t know what our current life looks like from the outside, but it’s mostly on autopilot, there are no noble features, it’s just pure survival instinct. The head has mostly disengaged (as you will have noticed from my posts). – If I was you, I wouldn’t play too much of Erika. After I had looked up Erika and then Lili Marlene on youtube, it kept proposing all sorts of recordings by old and new nazis to me as potential favorites. Frightening on one hand, funny on the other to see how bad ‘personalization’ works on these high-tech sites…
Reinhard
Rushing around trying to be ready for tonight for our small 8 persons christmas party I want to stop and sent you all my best wishes for all of you Reinhard, Pat, Laura, Pádrig and Maria!!!!!!
Someone said something like that: La vida no siempre puede estar llena de alegría, pero sí llena de amor.
Besos y abrazos!!!!
Thank you, Ana! Have a peaceful and Happy Christmas with your loved ones! – Besos y abrazos de Hamburgo.